If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
You know my heart is by your side
12/13/08
10/8/08
OPEN HOUSE
open house pertama aku peg uth raya tahun ini.. Umah dato'ape ntah.. hehehe. Bos sendiri pon x knl.. mkn bes wooo.. pastu ade Nina Jureen.. hmm, kurusla plak.. die kan bini Dato' . wat evrpon , tenks to Dato' sbb buat open house. Seriously, im full.. hehhee.. ble la open house seterusnye...
10/7/08
RAYA DATANG LAGI.
Ntahla, raya tahun ni aku cam x enjoy je. rase cam seperti hari2 biase. dah la satu je aku balik kampung. suasane x macam dulu lag. setakat ni aku belom lag raya ke rumah kawan2. boring la. boring seperti menulis blog neh.. wateverpon hope next year akan menjadi bertambah ceria. seperti kata nana " kite enjoice!!! "
7/28/08
Dilema
wah, rasenye lame aku x mencarot kat cni. life aku skang ni ok. tapi when it comes to work, i feel like shit. nk kate job aku ni ade life, ade la ckit. just waiting for new designer to make my life easier. but, thers new thing bothering me. Bro thinking of quiting his job.. adoi, aku xmau ganti tmpt die. series xde life beb. mmg la gaji tinggi. tapi hari2 balik lewat. mampos.. aku series pening gle. sape nk ganti tmpt die ble die xde.aku xnk.ya allah, how can survive in this world.. ADOI!!!
6/23/08
new work
hehehe. mane x nye dah 3 minggu aku dok kat umah..
honeymoon beb. tapi ok la .. dapatla hari2 aku jumper cik sayang :P .
cam dah x biasa keje .. hahaha. lemau satu badan. mane la ads ni?
jgn la ptg br bnyk. tensen aku..cik sayang skang ni mesti tgh syok tdo..
miss u la sayang... nk tdo dgn u...
hek hek hek.. maen2 jer..
5/15/08
another boring day..
hahahaha... xde keje beb.. so rileks je kat ofis. sbb tu la aku post bende yg bukan2 hahahahahaha....
hxc dance??
Hardcore dancing grew out of the eastern United States hardcore scene, especially the New Jersey, New York, Boston, and Florida hardcore scenes. A hardcore pit differs from the usual mosh pit routine of pogoing and crashing into each other in an often controlled, but violent way. Participants in hardcore pits move around with rhythm to various beats, some slow and some faster. Hardcore dancing is typically associated and executed only during certain points in musical breakdowns.
This style of dancing was common in the late 1990s. As some hardcore bands incorporated slower syncopated, metal-influenced rhythms into their songs, the modern breakdown — and the dancing that went with it — was introduced.[citation needed] Early Earth Crisis and Biohazard concerts were common venues for this type of hardcore dancing.
New York hardcore band Sick of it All featured a tongue-in-cheek how-to guide for hardcore dancing in their music video for "Step Down" and AFI's video for "The Leaving Song Pt. II" is a depiction of hardcore and Straight Edge culture, popular for its relentless representation of Hardcore Dancing. A Day to Remember also did a video showing a how to guide for dance moves in the pit, Ron Jeremy was the fictional martial arts instructor showing the moves. Hatebreed's video for 'I Will Be Heard' also depicts hardcore dancing throughout.
2-Step
The 2-step is the dance move performed by hardcore dancers to a steady snare beat. It involves swinging or "stepping" your legs around each other in time to the snare drum. 2-Steps vary from scene to scene. while the idea remains the same, some variations include floorpunching, windmilling or kicking backwards.
Most hardcore dancers strive to produce their own unique 2-Step, often pushing the boundaries of balance. For example, one style is to punch your arms around your body in time with the swinging of each leg. Another is to bend down to either side and touch the floor while they dance, pushing the boundaries of the dancers balance. Various dancers mix 2-Step styles and use various types of foot motion. Most dancers generally cross their legs in a subsequent pattern or keep their legs in a identical position and do a shifting 2-step motion with their feet. Generally this dance is the main skill a hardcore dancer strives to develop, as it is the most used form of dancing for many of this scene.
Kicking/Flipping
Hardcore Dancers often do Martial Arts type moves. Jump kicks, back flips, and even some varieties of those. Hardcore dancers stage dive and also can be very violent if not controlled.
Windmill
The windmill is a dance move performed quickly swinging your arms in circles resembling the moving of a windmill. Often dancers alternate arms, keeping one at their side while swinging the other and then switching after each rotation. Variations include swinging with fists together, swinging backwards, and swinging with only one arm.
Many variations of this include imitating loss of balance and beating of chest. Also horizontal swinging of arms is very common to find during this move.
Dancers of this dance are often referred to derogatorily as " Windmillers." And are often looked down on and called "pousers," by members of the metal/hardcore community.
Penny picking/Picking up Change/Floorpunching
The Floorpunch is when the hardcore dancer throws his/her fists towards the floor, not intending to make contact with it, and then Penny picking violently brings them back up.Not many Hardcore Dancers do this anymore, it is a more oldschool technique. Alternative feet are sometimes stomped to the music as arms are raised, i.e. left arm raised right leg stomped. This is dangerous to people behind the dancer if the elbows are thrown hard enough.
There are many different variations of this technique again. It is a hardcore dancer's need to be unique that pushes them to push the boundary. For example, one technique is to keep both legs straight and together, double over, stretch out both arms and jump from side to side on both legs, in the imitation of a bird or an airplane.
Hate Moshing/Crowd Killing
Hate Moshing is when a dancer involves on-lookers in their moves. The most common of these is known as a "Lawnmower", which involves rushing into both sides of a Mosh Pit whilst windmilling or pulling your arms up from the ground. This is often used to create space before a Breakdown but sometimes is used before/after the song is played (a common way of opening up a pit is a less violent push-back, simply involving a dancer or dancers having their back to the crowd and pushing them back). Other Crowd Killing moves involve simply lunging into bystanders, throwing kicks backwards with the intention of making contact, etc. Though in some scenes this is far more violent and there are repeated roundhouse kicks and spinning elbows as well as randomly swung fists going into the crowd.
This style of dancing was common in the late 1990s. As some hardcore bands incorporated slower syncopated, metal-influenced rhythms into their songs, the modern breakdown — and the dancing that went with it — was introduced.[citation needed] Early Earth Crisis and Biohazard concerts were common venues for this type of hardcore dancing.
New York hardcore band Sick of it All featured a tongue-in-cheek how-to guide for hardcore dancing in their music video for "Step Down" and AFI's video for "The Leaving Song Pt. II" is a depiction of hardcore and Straight Edge culture, popular for its relentless representation of Hardcore Dancing. A Day to Remember also did a video showing a how to guide for dance moves in the pit, Ron Jeremy was the fictional martial arts instructor showing the moves. Hatebreed's video for 'I Will Be Heard' also depicts hardcore dancing throughout.
2-Step
The 2-step is the dance move performed by hardcore dancers to a steady snare beat. It involves swinging or "stepping" your legs around each other in time to the snare drum. 2-Steps vary from scene to scene. while the idea remains the same, some variations include floorpunching, windmilling or kicking backwards.
Most hardcore dancers strive to produce their own unique 2-Step, often pushing the boundaries of balance. For example, one style is to punch your arms around your body in time with the swinging of each leg. Another is to bend down to either side and touch the floor while they dance, pushing the boundaries of the dancers balance. Various dancers mix 2-Step styles and use various types of foot motion. Most dancers generally cross their legs in a subsequent pattern or keep their legs in a identical position and do a shifting 2-step motion with their feet. Generally this dance is the main skill a hardcore dancer strives to develop, as it is the most used form of dancing for many of this scene.
Kicking/Flipping
Hardcore Dancers often do Martial Arts type moves. Jump kicks, back flips, and even some varieties of those. Hardcore dancers stage dive and also can be very violent if not controlled.
Windmill
The windmill is a dance move performed quickly swinging your arms in circles resembling the moving of a windmill. Often dancers alternate arms, keeping one at their side while swinging the other and then switching after each rotation. Variations include swinging with fists together, swinging backwards, and swinging with only one arm.
Many variations of this include imitating loss of balance and beating of chest. Also horizontal swinging of arms is very common to find during this move.
Dancers of this dance are often referred to derogatorily as " Windmillers." And are often looked down on and called "pousers," by members of the metal/hardcore community.
Penny picking/Picking up Change/Floorpunching
The Floorpunch is when the hardcore dancer throws his/her fists towards the floor, not intending to make contact with it, and then Penny picking violently brings them back up.Not many Hardcore Dancers do this anymore, it is a more oldschool technique. Alternative feet are sometimes stomped to the music as arms are raised, i.e. left arm raised right leg stomped. This is dangerous to people behind the dancer if the elbows are thrown hard enough.
There are many different variations of this technique again. It is a hardcore dancer's need to be unique that pushes them to push the boundary. For example, one technique is to keep both legs straight and together, double over, stretch out both arms and jump from side to side on both legs, in the imitation of a bird or an airplane.
Hate Moshing/Crowd Killing
Hate Moshing is when a dancer involves on-lookers in their moves. The most common of these is known as a "Lawnmower", which involves rushing into both sides of a Mosh Pit whilst windmilling or pulling your arms up from the ground. This is often used to create space before a Breakdown but sometimes is used before/after the song is played (a common way of opening up a pit is a less violent push-back, simply involving a dancer or dancers having their back to the crowd and pushing them back). Other Crowd Killing moves involve simply lunging into bystanders, throwing kicks backwards with the intention of making contact, etc. Though in some scenes this is far more violent and there are repeated roundhouse kicks and spinning elbows as well as randomly swung fists going into the crowd.
hxc background
Hardcore punk is a subgenre of punk rock that originated in North America in the late 1970s. The new sound was generally thicker, heavier and faster than earlier punk rock. The songs are usually short, fast and loud, covering topics such as politics, personal freedom, violence, social alienation, Straight Edge, war, and the hardcore subculture itself.Hardcore spawned several fusion genres and subgenres, some of which had mainstream success, such as skate punk, melodic hardcore and metalcore.
In North America, the music genre that became known as hardcore punk originated in different areas in late 1970's and early 1981 in California, Washington, DC, Chicago, New York City, Winnipeg, Vancouver, Toronto and Boston. The origin of the term hardcore punk is not documented. The Vancouver-based band D.O.A. may have helped to popularize the term with the title of their 1981 album, Hardcore '81.[5][6][7] However, until about 1983, the term hardcore was used fairly sparingly, and mainly as a descriptive term. (i.e., a band would be called a "hardcore band" and a concert would be a "hardcore show"). American teenagers who were fans of hardcore punk simply considered themselves fans of punk – although they were not necessarily interested in the original punk rock sound of late 1970s (e.g., Television, the Ramones, the Sex Pistols, The Clash, The Heartbreakers). In many circles, hardcore was an in-group term, meaning 'music by people like us,' and it included a wide range of sounds, from hyper-speed hardcore to sludgy dirge-rock, and sometimes including arty experimental bands, such as The Stickmen and Flipper.
Since most bands had little access to any means of production, hardcore lauded a do-it-yourself (DIY) approach. In most cities the hardcore scene relied on inexpensively-made DIY recordings done on four-track recorders and sold at shows or by mail. Concerts were promoted by photocopied zines, community radio shows, and affixing posters to walls and telephone poles. Hardcore punk fans adopted a a dressed-down style of T-shirts, jeans, and crewcut style. While 1977-era punk had used DIY clothing as well, such as torn pants held together with safety pins, the "dressed down" style of 1980s hardcore scene contrasted with the more campy, elaborate and provocative fashion styles of late 1970s punk rockers such as Soo Catwoman, which featured make-up, elaborate hairdos and avant-garde clothing experiments.
At the same time, there was a parallel development in the UK of a British form of hardcore punk, which later became known as UK 82.UK 82 bands such as Discharge and Charged GBH took the existing late 1970s punk sound and added the incessant, heavy drumbeats and "wall of sound" distortion guitar sound of New Wave of British Heavy Metal (NWOBHM) bands such as Motörhead. While North American hardcore punk and UK 82 hardcore developed at the same time, it is not clear whether UK 82 was directly influenced by the American hardcore punk scene, or vice versa.
In North America, the music genre that became known as hardcore punk originated in different areas in late 1970's and early 1981 in California, Washington, DC, Chicago, New York City, Winnipeg, Vancouver, Toronto and Boston. The origin of the term hardcore punk is not documented. The Vancouver-based band D.O.A. may have helped to popularize the term with the title of their 1981 album, Hardcore '81.[5][6][7] However, until about 1983, the term hardcore was used fairly sparingly, and mainly as a descriptive term. (i.e., a band would be called a "hardcore band" and a concert would be a "hardcore show"). American teenagers who were fans of hardcore punk simply considered themselves fans of punk – although they were not necessarily interested in the original punk rock sound of late 1970s (e.g., Television, the Ramones, the Sex Pistols, The Clash, The Heartbreakers). In many circles, hardcore was an in-group term, meaning 'music by people like us,' and it included a wide range of sounds, from hyper-speed hardcore to sludgy dirge-rock, and sometimes including arty experimental bands, such as The Stickmen and Flipper.
Since most bands had little access to any means of production, hardcore lauded a do-it-yourself (DIY) approach. In most cities the hardcore scene relied on inexpensively-made DIY recordings done on four-track recorders and sold at shows or by mail. Concerts were promoted by photocopied zines, community radio shows, and affixing posters to walls and telephone poles. Hardcore punk fans adopted a a dressed-down style of T-shirts, jeans, and crewcut style. While 1977-era punk had used DIY clothing as well, such as torn pants held together with safety pins, the "dressed down" style of 1980s hardcore scene contrasted with the more campy, elaborate and provocative fashion styles of late 1970s punk rockers such as Soo Catwoman, which featured make-up, elaborate hairdos and avant-garde clothing experiments.
At the same time, there was a parallel development in the UK of a British form of hardcore punk, which later became known as UK 82.UK 82 bands such as Discharge and Charged GBH took the existing late 1970s punk sound and added the incessant, heavy drumbeats and "wall of sound" distortion guitar sound of New Wave of British Heavy Metal (NWOBHM) bands such as Motörhead. While North American hardcore punk and UK 82 hardcore developed at the same time, it is not clear whether UK 82 was directly influenced by the American hardcore punk scene, or vice versa.
pulmonary achery..
hmm... hari ni aku rase rindu sgt kat angel. x taula knp... apela yg die tgh buat? hmm, semestinye di kelas sambil beronline. watever pon , i miss you!!!!
5/14/08
hantu tol..
cilake nye kfc.. habis hari ni aku muntah2 n sakit perut.. aku melantak ape je. seketul ayam and beberape cheesy wedges yg lemak lag berkrim...huhuhuhu... aku rase aku dah xleh nk makan bende2 fastfood nih.. buat aku sakit jer... Fuck la kfc(tapi aku mkn jugak)
nasib baikla hari job boleh thn bnyk.. xla rase sakit perut sgt... job hari ni Ambank & Lee kum kee. rase nk balik awal la. nk landing..
nasib baikla hari job boleh thn bnyk.. xla rase sakit perut sgt... job hari ni Ambank & Lee kum kee. rase nk balik awal la. nk landing..
5/7/08
buhsan
warghhhh!! ngantuknye. xde keje beb.. sume ade aku xde.hahahahahah. goyang kaki je . selain tu bukak myspace n friendster. tak tau la nk buat ape lagi.. minggu ni la paling relaks... nasib baik kedudukan meja dah ubah. boleh la aku melakukan aktiti haram nih. nk chat sume org bizi. boring gle..
5/6/08
5/5/08
boring
boring beb hari ni. keje x banyak... so, aku tulis la blog ni.. tadi little angel sms aku. wah, rase bes gle. tapi aku x reply. ntahla, malas kot. rase something la...
hari ni ade designer baru join team kiteorg. so, makin bnykla designer kat cni. rase tercabar sikit la sebab aku x power sgt, hehehehe.... boleh la.. bnyk lag mase yg perlu aku amik utk belajar sesuatu yg baru dalam dunia advertising ni terutamanye graphic designing... pening gle dibuatnye..
boring gle hari ni. kerje xde sgt. so, apa lagi, surf internet jela... tapi bosan beb.. x tahu nk surf ape. nk chat sume org bizi... hmm, si angel plak hari ni emo sbb terkenangkan ex die. malas la nk kacau. kang x pasal2 aku plak yg jadi emo. hahahaha..
boring gle hari ni. kerje xde sgt. so, apa lagi, surf internet jela... tapi bosan beb.. x tahu nk surf ape. nk chat sume org bizi... hmm, si angel plak hari ni emo sbb terkenangkan ex die. malas la nk kacau. kang x pasal2 aku plak yg jadi emo. hahahaha..
mesin jiwa
hari2 mendatang ni membuatkan aku rase runsing. ntahla. aku pon x tahu ape sebabnye. mungkin 2 jiwa yg datang dlm hidup aku telah menyebabkan sume ni. rasenye , aku nk pergi ke tempat baru yg jauh. xde org kenal aku dan aku boleh hidup dgn tenang. hmmm, tapi aku seakan melarikan diri dari masalah ni.. ape yg aku nk sebenarnya?
4/25/08
comeback kid (p1)!
yeah... esok comeback kid perform kat zouk .. rasenye tahun 2008 ni , aku tersa kebangkitan scene hardcore kat malaysia... yeah, viva la hardcore.. aku ni bkn shj peminat muzik hardcore tapi genre yg len pon aku minat. tapi aku lebih kpd hardcore. Caliban pon akan perform kat cni... cayalah.. makin aku sayang scene hardcore kat malaysia ni..
pkl 2 lebih kami bergerak.. bertige je beb.. yg lain kat melake ade exam(rugi la korg woi) . sampai kat zouk, org dah mula ramai.. makin syok aku.. mara meliar melihat bebudak hardcore yg menuhi ruang depan zouk. hisap rokok sekejap.. byk jugak aku tgk dorg yug bertandakan 'x' kat tgk dorg. straight edge la katekan...
pastu beratur masuk... hmmm, xla besa mane pon zouk ni.. gah pada name je(gah ape bende) .
pkl 2 lebih kami bergerak.. bertige je beb.. yg lain kat melake ade exam(rugi la korg woi) . sampai kat zouk, org dah mula ramai.. makin syok aku.. mara meliar melihat bebudak hardcore yg menuhi ruang depan zouk. hisap rokok sekejap.. byk jugak aku tgk dorg yug bertandakan 'x' kat tgk dorg. straight edge la katekan...
pastu beratur masuk... hmmm, xla besa mane pon zouk ni.. gah pada name je(gah ape bende) .
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